r/fasting • u/Grand_Concentrate_91 • Dec 05 '25
Discussion My Experience With Fasting: How It Started, How It Changed Me, and What I Wish Others Knew
I want to share my fasting experience with full honesty, because I know a lot of people here fast for different reasons: aesthetics, weight loss, health, discipline, mental clarity, you name it. I’ve been through all of those phases. But what fasting eventually revealed for me went much deeper than anything I expected.
I’ll keep this grounded — no esoteric claims — just what actually happened in my life.
How It Started
I began fasting during a period of my life marked by severe PTSD, anxiety, depression, and years of carrying the weight of environments that forced me to harden my naturally sensitive, empathetic nature. I had overcome substance dependence with the help of psychedelics, but the real shift happened when I discovered ascetic practices — especially fasting.
At first, my fasts were short: 24 hours, 2 days, 3 days. But I started doing them intuitively — guided by what felt right for my body rather than by any app, schedule, or rule.
Last December, I did a two-week fast. It taught me a lot, but I sensed something unfinished in myself. Like I had touched a door but not walked through it.
The Long Fast: 33 Days
In March, something in me told me to fast again. I didn’t plan it. I didn’t announce it. I just stopped eating and let my body and mind follow a rhythm that felt natural.
I was working as a bartender at the time — late nights, unpredictable energy, people coming in to escape their lives. I was fasting quietly while spending hours surrounded by alcohol, noise, overstimulation, and emotional turbulence. Nobody noticed until around day 15.
By day 20, something shifted.
Without consumption — without constantly feeding, numbing, distracting — something primal and deeply authenticcame forward in me. My relationships changed. The people I connected with were more empathetic, more creative, more open. I felt aligned with something I had lost touch with for years.
I intended to fast 40 days. My obsessive discipline pushed me hard, sometimes too hard. I stopped at 33 days. Breaking the fast felt like breaking some personal ideal — but it also broke something inside me that needed to break. And that allowed a different kind of clarity to come through.
What Happened After
Coming out of the fast was its own journey.
The integration was intense. I started feeling a kind of meaning and coherence in things I used to overlook. Not in a mystical sense — just a sharper awareness of how my choices, my body, my energy, and my environment interact.
Since then:
I eat intuitively, some days quite lightly, some days fasting again.
I spend long periods outside in the cold to acclimate and strengthen my body.
My posture, emotions, sleep, digestion, and mental health have changed dramatically.
I’ve manifested better relationships and a life that feels more aligned with who I actually am.
Fasting didn’t just improve my health; it helped restore parts of me I had forgotten.
What I Learned (Beyond the Physical)
Everyone comes to fasting for different reasons, and every reason is valid.
But I do believe there is something deeper beneath all of it — something many people unintentionally tap into when they fast:
When you stop consuming, you stop running away from yourself.
There’s a quietness underneath the cravings, underneath the hunger, underneath the discomfort. A place where your emotions, memories, fears, and strength all become clearer. A place where your life starts to make more sense.
I’m not saying everyone should do a long fast, or that fasting replaces therapy, medicine, or support. But if you approach fasting with intention and a willingness to feel instead of numb, it can give you more than physical health.
It can give you yourself.