I(f26) you don't consider peeing in your own car as public, then maybe you should skip this story...
I drive for a ride share company to make ends meet and uhh... yeah.. I'll start by saying I've never wanted to publicly humiliate myself.. I've always had a fascination with holding, but that was it! No mas, nada, zilch (I've never really explored much of bladder play)
Aaaaaannnd🤣 I thought...😅...... I thought my experiences with holding would allow me to get a good-day's worth of driving in before I have to go back home to empty my bladder....🤣......🤣.......pre-rona I could just use any public restroom....😨.... now it's hard to find one, plus with my general anxiety I wouldn't want to use a public restroom now anyways....
I like driving in the mornings, so I drop my gf off at her 9-5 job and then I go drive for 5 or so hours... at the 4th hour I was realllly feeling the 2 venti cups filled with water, and a grande coconut latte with 2 packets of RAW sugar. So I decided to set phases for home and I got a ping for someone wanting a ride into downtown. I live just outside of downtown so I figured, sure why not? What's the worst that could happen?😳....
I pick him up and we just need to get over the valley and into downtown...no problem, I check how long it is.. 30mins into downtown and maybe 10 mins back home, 15 if there's bad traffic.. okay, my bladder NEEDED to be emptied, like NOW! But, I've already accepted this rider, he's already in my car and I need the money. So we exchange pleasantries and general small talk... He gets a business call and I try to focus on anything but the growing pressure in my bladder....
The route was to take the 118 and hop on that 170 which merges into the 101.....(anyone who knows this area will know exactly what I'm talking about🤣🤣😭😭).........there are several entrances about 3miles out before hitting downtown and we are getting into the midday rush hour... yayyyy me😓... suddenly we come to a stop on the fwy and it's a bunch of stop and go traffic for the next 2½ miles as everyone tries to merge to their most desired lane. I was trying my hardest to maintain a nice and steady pace so my bladder doesn't slosh around with all the acceleration and braking..
My bladder was so full I could feel every ounce of pull with the engine. If my tire went over a small crack in the road I swear it made a ripple in my bladder. It was getting so bad the air-conditioning in the car was messing with me. I started getting coldsweats and I know my rider figured something was up because I kept squirming and making the tiniest of whimpering sounds everytime we accelerated..(i couldn't help it alright?!? I've never experienced my pee splashing against my bladder walls like this before)😓😭💀
Annnnnnd of course 🙄 because I was keeping a steady pace with the car in front of me, leaving enough of a gap where i could slow down but not come to a complete stop, this no-turn-signal, wretched excuse for a human being😡decides to suddenly merge ahead of me causing me to brake early........😳........the pressure in my bladder was at max capacity.... That sudden stop was enough to force some out! My eyes rolled back with the sudden pressure, I yelped and grabbed at my crotch to, I don't know..😭😭... pinch something closed?? I was wearing black jeans and I just grabbed my crotch not sure how to stop myself from making a puddle in my car. I used every ounce of internal strength I could to force myself to stop peeing.. I remember the first stream as it came out. The warmth that spread along my thighs....and...😬....I uhh..i..got caught up in the relief of just letting go that I.... just...let...go...🤤..
I managed to hold onto maybe half my bladder (I'm not sure why I didn't just empty my bladder completely, maybe I was hanging on to some shred of dignity🤣), and my mind was racing. I just wet myself and let out an audible squeak. Which I'm sure this guy in my backseat heard. I check my rear view and we lock eyes.😖 "Are you okay?" I hear come from the back seat....😱i freeze.... I've never been in this kind of situation, ever.. My voice cracks, "I gotta sneeze but I don't want to with a mask on" that👏is👏some👏quick👏fookin👏thinkin👏I'll 👏tell👏you👏wha👏haut never in my life have I been able to pull off an answer like that, which could explain the recent discrepancies with my driving habits.....maybe....😳feeling my face getting red with embarrassment I check my review again I can see he's grinning😳.....maybe not...
Not another word was spoken till his stop, I put my car in park. I was about to say my usual "Alrighty here's your stop..." speel when the guy leans in a little close and says... "Tell me or don't, it doesn't matter... I'm just curious.. Did you pee yourself back there?" If my face wasn't already beet red, I'm sure it was now. Feeling so defeated and embarrassed, all I could do was nod my head yes. "That's so hot," he said, " I'm gonna be thinking of this all week.".. I drove home sitting in my soaked pants feeling dirty and humiliated...and soooo turned on...🥵.... I think I might do it again...