do i at least look good in an androgynous way?

Since I was 7 years old I have been a freak/outcast, I have a stuttering issue and obviously a weakness and children don't mix well, I was constantly made fun of and called ugly. I don't go out much, I just work and watch youtube videos and write music, The only time I feel normal is when I'm writing music so I do it nearly every waking minute. I'll stop complaining and giving you some sob story, I just want the truth and nothing but the truth, you won't hurt my feelings if you tell me I'm ugly, I promise, I just need to know for sure if I am or not. 1 . 2 . 3 . 4 . 5 . 6 This is my favorite picture, I think I look really pretty in it but my image could be tainted because the night I took that was a really good night.

I need help on what I can improve on! You can be brutally honest. Thank you!!

Am I ugly?

I've gained a few lbs but I'll lose them soon

Honesty :] http://imgur.com/fqxps

Chat am I cooked or are my friends just mean lol

I'm gender fluid and use any all pronouns. These are all pictures of me looking very feminine or a little more androgynous :)

looking for opinions

Other than the fact im not super skinny (which im working on) am I ugly? Do I have potential??🤷‍♀️

How’s your day going so far? 💕

I gained weight and now I cant tell if im ugly now or not. last picture for reference on how I looked before gaining weight.

also ignore the bitten lips, I got wind burn and chewed the shit out of them.

http://imgur.com/Gfeqi3g http://imgur.com/tRQ3HOo Two pictures of me one I took just now and another of me being silly. I absolutely want honesty, but don't be too brutal. Pretty please :3

There's people with genetic disorders, burn victims, and some really crazy deformed looking people. Not only do they look weird some of them have other challenges and might not even live that long. They should feel sorry for themselves but a lot of them choose to accept it and just live. Whenever I feel ugly I think of all those who are actually suffering because my problems are so minor in comparison. It's actually very inspiring and made me realize you don't have to let your looks define who you are. You can choose to be happy.

Opinions? I personally feel that I always polarize people's opinions, like either you give me a 3, or you give me an 8, I always seem either pretty or ugly, I never leave people with doubts or that's my impression.

My weight is up and down a lot and I can't seem to loose this little pouch of fat on my lower stomach, it kills me. At this point, I'm not really sure if it's just a dumb thing I obsess over or if other people would notice it too. I also have a really short torso, which doesn't help. Am I noticeably "the fat girl" when I wear a bikini? Is it that bad? http://imgur.com/a/ryQBa

EDIT from the side, since some people asked http://imgur.com/13jyrwD