Hello guys.

I just found this community and posting as I joined. I am tired feeling like I’m alone like this, I hope in this subreddit I can find more people like me. This year began horribly for everyone, there has been so much pain and devastation. If actually began at the end of the year. My personal troubles, sure I’ve been struggling with stuff on my own my individual happiness means so little to me when I feel so much pain in the world. Australia’s fires. Iran and Ukrainian plane shot down in Iran too. Jakarta drowning. Spanish storm. Kobe Bryant tragic passing. And I’m sure there’s a lot more happening that doesn’t make headlines because it doesn’t please the western eyes. But I’ve been feeling despair within me. This worlds pain makes me lose hope and desire to keep pushing. I’ve always dreamed since I was a toddler to make positive change in this world but I’m losing my strength. Many clairvoyants and spiritualists and (I won’t go into details) have told me I am an indigo child and I’ve felt it too. But I’m so, so tired like I’m alone in this world. My friends don’t understand my being upset over the worlds news, they tell me to stop watching and reading negative stuff to focus on positives and other typical bs. But sometimes I just want to share with people how I can feel this pain and how I feel pain of everyone suffering right now and how much I want this to stop for everyone 😭

Do you ever feel like you want to do something important... something that helps people on a massive scale somehow, but you just don't know what?

I know I am either an indigo/crystal person, and I am struggling with 2 parts of me. I know too much about this world and what’s going on, and it seems that my ‘human’ part of me doesn’t know how to live with all this information. This is causing me to feel very off. I’m a little worried that it is causing me more harm than good to be this way and idk how to respond to it.

Have y'all been feeling like the were getting closer and closer to our climax in our mission, like I've been introduced and attracting so many fellow indigo children and every time I've woke them up to realize what they are. Like are y'all gaining more and more spiritual gifts, intuition lately? I feel like the revelations is taking place and the Christ spark is taking place along with the indigo children to wake people up. Like when they said Jesus is coming back, what they mean I believe in esoteric terms that the christ spark will go online. Like everyone in my town is passing away or getting killed, I believe the souls, indigo children, are dying at a rate because their karma is redeemed and they are graduating earth school. Like my twin flame died last month at age 16, but I feel like she died for a important reason. Like more and more twin flames are reuniting at the same life time because going back to the Revelations, they are graduating earth school because that's when twin flames are in the same lifetime. Please tell me I'm not alone.

I'm 37. I've never been diagnosed with anything but my mother will tell you shes been trying to cure me of my bluntness and ability to be tactless at times since I told a little girl I didnt like the doll she got me when I was 5. Though I understand I'm these things and I really do work on them, it's exhausting to have people still tell you you are. I like to think of us as oxymorons of contradictions. I feel everything in the world and I can see things from your perspective. But I think the problem is, is I want people to be blunt with me so. So the whole treat others how you want to be treated doesn't work.

First, let me say I dont know if I'm an indigo/crystal child and personally I do not subscribe to titles as they feel limiting. However, I felt compelled to speak to those of you who share similarities to myself, so hear we are. I briefly researched indigos ten years ago as a teen while I was searching for answers as to why I am the way I am. Reading about indigos felt too real and at the time and was scary so I closed that book and continued my suffering, alone per the norm. It wasnt until yesterday when my mother sent me a link about indigo and crystal children that the book was reopened. I'm not here to tell you my life story or ego on about powers; I'm only hear to reach out and ask if you all have found your answers, your purpose? The one thing that has bothered me my whole life, literally from as early as I can remember, is this burning need to change the world. I knew, and for a long time, and asserted confidently that my mission was to reach people, to speak the truths of the universe and get the masses to listen. As an adult I continue to push for these ends but struggle to reach it due to the limitations of society. Those who cannot see the path for themselves have been blinded by greed and materialism, they relinquish their freedoms day in and day out for they find comfort in technology and cheap entertainment. They are complacent in being controlled and held back from their true evolution because they fear suffering.

They suffer anyway. We all do.

I've read some of the posts here, and other places around the web and a common theme is that many have seemed to given up attempting to reach those complacent folks, as they are adamant that their spoonfed societal "truth" is the only way. They contribute to a great divide that will only crush humanity as a whole. I would be lying if I denied that even I feel the exhaustion of constantly trying to speak when no one is willing to listen.

Which brings me to my final thought. Perhaps we are meant to speak to each other first. Perhaps there are more of "us" than the world would rather let on. Maybe my purpose has more to do with reaching you than it does reaching them. Perhaps once we find commonality with each other we will be ready to face the world with our truths, together, and they will be ready to listen.

At any rate, what are your truths? What has the universe shown you? Do you feel compelled to reach someone or something but you dont know what it is? Maybe you do know. I'm not entirely sure what I'm looking for here. I just thought maybe if my intuition is correct, and it usually does not fail me, this would be a good place to start.

TLDR Crowd:

Has anybody felt an immense “responsibility” concerning their role in the future?

Hello all.

I’m writing here because I’m not sure where else I can.

My entire life I have always felt like I was put here for a specific reason. My mother shared with me that when I was 5 years old I looked up at her and said “Mom, I feel like I was put on this Earth to do great things.”

I suffer from social anxiety and acute depression, although I have worked and gotten better over the years.

About two years ago I linked my social anxiety to being a Psychic empath because I could constantly feel other people’s energies. I also fair poorly in crowds because I have not yet developed the ability to protect myself from other energies.

I also have developed Claircognizance, which is classified as “clear knowing”. These two “gifts” - and I use that term lightly - have very rarely lead me astray when meeting people/assessing situations. I can almost 100% of the time FEEL that somebody is having a bad day, FEEL if somebody is honest or deceptive, and sometimes even FEEL that I know specific things about people/situations that have happened, or haven’t happened yet.

I believe I have a better grasp on the way the world/universe is structured than the average person. I spend a decent amount of time researching topics on the metaphysical and quantum sciences.

I believe our timeline is heading towards an “optimal” outcome. I also can not shake the feeling that I’m going to play a role in the retaking of Gaia from the people who have long hid pivotal information about the history of the human race.

Before this post gets too long I just have to ask, has anybody else felt this immense “responsibility” concerning their role in the future? I ask because I’ve been going through tough times recently and have been doubting my beliefs. I’m just reaching out to see if anybody else has had similar thoughts/feelings.

Genuine replies are welcome. Sarcastic replies are welcome if you feel the need.

For those of you who have been shunned or have followed:

I do not know if mythi is real, but either way, there is very very heavy reptilian influence. Maybe they hijacked it? Who knows. I am a psychic and I would say yes, but its up to you to believe it or not. I can type in non brokken english,(but why is it named eng-lish?? lish sounds like a reptile hissing and england is england. I remember someone talked about how reptilian english was heavily hijacked. basically its ???) but theres that. This was written all at one go as a release and well it outlines a few of their tactics. Remember they are behavioural scientists. Not mere reptilians who eat raw meat, not primitive. I assume they are reptiles, I only see their image for a split second when I remove their camouflage.

Take this if you will. This morning I watched my mother watch a video of a blonde girl feeding a bunch of kids, and if you bring it into your real world it is ridiculous. This is the ai. We are the ai, creating something that is..very unnatural. ai>> is an act, and everyone is acting. I do not know why this is happening, but it doesn't make sense. So the video was taken in new zealand, and the people in the video looked well fed, or least fed enough to buy secondary stuff such as good clothes, etc. So the girl is wearing a costume, appears to be a policeman/guard costume. And is bent down to feed the children. With what appears to be a something in wraps. It's definitely some commercially produced sweet stuff okay. But this is bad?? It's bad for health and only makes u hungrier due to lack of nutrients. But even if not so it is a healthy snack but why suddenly feed someone out of nowhere. And as for the kids in the video were just standing there, and I walked away from it, did not look. Like if you feed a dog and the dog is willing it will jump into your hands for the pack of meat right? So this is part of an ai show. To show "kindness", I don't know what for ..maybe to get energy from the false matrix? to get people to be mind controlled into painting the ai act into a kindness, an act of kindness. And then so they reprogram or distort our values and since those with false values are hailed as king or "good" or for the greater good. While being blind to reality there are mass followers. Why because this is the true power of jesus christ, as said in the bible only. Why do they start wars and get away with it? Because mass meditation. Every country there are christians, and christians gather together worldwide at designated ritual sites for a ritual gathering to pray without fail, every single week or more. This is a mass meditation with numbering in probably billions. There are 2.4billion christians in 2015, so yea. Of course not all active but yea. Thats alot. At least 1 billion active or more. maybe. perhaps this should change soon with the expose but not really I think many people follow christ church feverently. After all there are many stoies of people finding god in church out of desperation. Matrix life makes u sad, and u turn to "god"

The whole thing is just a church scam/hijacked church scam all over again. its a reptilian control scheme targeted at starseeds and indigo children, lure, de-validate and also piss them off.

Firstly, this mythi is extremely dubious. He may or may not be real but whatever. He says that he is a behavioural scientist who studies social behaviour particularly in humans(reptile).And that somehow he is studying. All the while while being super busy, and only stopping by earth once a few months to answer some questions. which is not typical behaviour for high level aliens as he puts it.

I was relunctant to doubt him because he was controlling me..

First thing he said was that jesus was level 2, according to his scale and he is level 4 in my memory, but when I checked the pdf a long time ago it was level 5, so probably a timeline thing, maybe 4 wasn't really high enough. So naturally he would garner social respect from me since he is 2.5x better than jesus. which is unfathomable to me. I was relunctant to doubt him, but as soon as I did everything came out. Why would there be 10 levels of conciousness. Not 12 or 13, 10 is an ai number, according to lisa renne. That aside even if it were to be a scale it is still ok. He also claims to be the only authorized contact for cg in this era of change. So he is being allowed to do so why? On the excuse that he is a behavioural scientist who only stops by once 3months for a short time so he is he can "continue" his work right? What is there to study pertaining to this group? None other than the satanic church structure.

A super smart alien would have completed his studies looong ago no?

And this is breaking universal law too..I don't understand this excuse being passed by the intergalactic coalition. On the off chance of wanting to guide him..why not just direct him to alex collier, et contactee who was picked off by 2 andromedans into a space ship or base in order to pass on to him spritual knowledge??? And instead saying nothing and letting him continue to be a mere 3d fact finder/validater??

This doesn't really break universal law, as you're there to help them anyway and also this alex collier learns the same thing from where you're coming from which is andromeda anyway. So what for?? I for one would do this immediate as soon as im done with him or why would I contact such a low vibrational human in the first place??? What my race has already done it no? We took 2 guys and used them to teach alex collier, and then send this alex collier entity back to earth where he belongs. So that he might pass on real spiritual knowledge in place of us. I dont understand why the need to.

And also this captain bill entity, I have no idea why he is putting such a music and video together with the words in order to delude us. Now that I look back at the first video. It was mind controlling me to be a pacifist. With all the universe, spacey thing atmosphere on top of the words. But ascension is not pacifism right? So why does he do this? Why not just share the words. And neither are his videos monetised. SO, false prophet, captain bill.

Next is the actually church or online community which was created on their website. Now I come from a asian tradition. ANd the fire starter of it all was none other than tiami. With a low pixel-fake smile image onto her profile pic in youtube. This tiami entity, it is bad news. From day one, she preached and preached, so damn faithfully to the church of mythi. And then when time came, she advocated the formation of the church, and so she did, this is how. This is an ancient forbidden technique, by forcing others to submit to your "kindness", or will subconciously, you can cast a spell on them, due to you being in the flase light of someone like a mother, or someone they or the group may feel indebted too. And so when the group was created. Cpatain bill the prohet faded into the background as she took over. Many..idiots, mind controlled idiots joined. Remember this is a reptilian behavioural scientis???(maybe) Point is, she said. Oh trolls. SO many trolls. Non-believers. SOunds familiar??? Heretics?? Heretics=trolls. And so, in order to do that she set up some chat rules, leading eventually to them being the ones in charge of filtering questions. I remember many of you felt this this was stupid. And argued. And she argued back?? Wasn't she supposed to be devoted and faithful to mythi??? why not educate the unaware with your false light? Why like this?? Why not tolerate. Since she is so patient. And in her infinitely motherly nature. Why so? Sounds fishy? And many others joined. Running all sorts of mind controll programs. Which I shall not go into details. Point is they trap starseedlings there with the flase light. They validate ascension, but yet on the other hand disvalidate spirituality, much like what the church does. Believe no one but he, Yaweh. There was one guy. He was smart. He argued. Hey isn't it interesting that the illuminati is so great? That aside they all much have been visionaries of their time. No no they are evil. mythi this mythi that. bible this bible that. This is critical thinking. THen the same guy I saw, also said. Hey this alive planet, planets are alive. I saw this alive planet theory and want to share this. What..saturn fights pluto, this that, what er blah blah. THis is exploration, thinking into the unknown. Which we now know, is true, but not really but yea. What happened? No you are wrong. reject question. you are stupid. Open your eyes, this is the church of mythi. I know many of you followed this. I stopped following it, it is bullshit. Many of you were shunned for being right as well. This is them, who they really are, their true colors.

It is 'Conversations With God: Book 4' by Neale Donald Walsch. It really doesn't matter if you've not read the other three.

You want to know your mission?

Read it, and thank me later.

Here is a link to a pdf of the book:

https://www.pdfdrive.com/conversations-with-god-book-4-awaken-the-species-e186488002.html

Dolores Cannon talks about 'volunteers to earth' which are basically just Star Children.

Dolores Cannon talks about ETs and Star Children

Is it common for indigo children to be able to feel, see, or communicate with spirits?

Last night, as usual, i'm up late and can't sleep. I get onto a Vice video thread and am just passively watching. This one video about "Indigo Children" pops up...and something in me feels...different.

I would like to preface by saying i'm not really spiritual. I grew up Catholic but when I was about 8 I realized that the Bible doesn't mention dinosaurs and I called B.S. (Sorry if that offends anyone, it's just not my thing.)

When I was between the ages of newborn to five a lot of strange things happened to me. For one, I learned to speak before I was 5 months old. By the time I was a year old, I could effectively communicate with adults and knew over 100 words. But in my head, i've always just brushed this off. Whatever, right? Some people just develop faster than others. Can someone help me figure this out?

Story #1. When I was around two years old, my parents took me to an island in South Carolina USA. I'm from PA so obviously I consciously knew nothing about this place. We get there, so i'm told, and I recognize exactly where we are. I recall past memories, and can identify old buildings and landmarks despite not being able to read and never visiting this place before. My uncle takes me to a fruit tree, knows what the tree is, and hands me a fruit from a low-hanging branch. I take a bite and without even thinking go, "mmmmm....Persimmons." Which, 1. these fruits are not native nor common at all to the USA, and 2. I had never had this fruit before. ???

Story #2. I used to talk to what I was told were angels. They would come to me every few months and we would just chat. I thought this was normal childhood imagination for the longest time, but no one i've told has experienced anything similar.

Story #3. After I was born, I was in a cast due to bone deformity (I'm totally fine now!) and doctors were unsure if i'd be able to walk. A week before my surgery, a random woman walks up to my grandmother in a store and says something along the lines of "I sense that you have a grandchild who is sick" and proceeds to hand her a vial of holy water and sends "good energy" to me.

I've always had a deep, burning urge to change the world and help humanity. I've always had odd insight about things I should have known nothing about. I have dreams that tell me about the future and an unconscious past. I've always felt like I didn't fit in with human beings, but couldn't explain it and just wrote it off as a common feeling that most people have. I feel lonely all the time, even around people I love. Not just regular loneliness and depression (which I have) but something deep and alienating. There's no reason why I shouldn't fit in with my peers, but I don't. People say (i'm not tooting my own horn lmao) that i'm beautiful and kind. But people just don't take to me. And those who do just have a certain...energy.

This might sound crazy. I really don't know.... I am a deeply rational person and believe in science but also in energy. Am I an Indigo Child? Am I something else? Am I just reading too far into this?

Here lately, I have discovered that the white glow I've been able to see around things and people is an aura and it's actually a thing. I seriously just thought it was a cool trick I could do with my eyes! Dude, I can make myself recognize auras! If anyone is familiar with this also, share your experience! I'm having a hard time finding someone to relate to.. they think I'm fucking crazy.

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Since i was a child around 3 until 10, i felt i have to be somewhere else, like if i had a goal to achieve but i couldn't do it now i'm lost, very far away from the path i had to do it.

5 minutes ago i listened a song from a tv channel, it is like from the 70's, that activated something in me, like nostalgia from other place or time.

When i was 3 years old i saw the starry sky and the full moon and i felt people were there waiting me, i don't know if they were seeing me expecting that i do something here on this planet or to get out of here to go to the space. (Yeah i know, wtf?).

When i was 9/10 i saw the mountains with some small lights (the houses) and the sky, i got the sensation i had to be somewhere else and that my time was running out, of what? i have no idea. i have been very attached to nature, trees, insects and animals. 🌳

Yes i know it sounds nonsense, i am only sharing the feeling, or thoughts without words that i had.

There are many things about me when i was a child that i still don't understand, which i think are dead or maybe deactivated.

When i was 6 years old i did a personality test, one exercise was to describe myself in the future.

I wrote about my older sister (i don't have a sister) when i read the description as an adult now, i saw myself in there, my mother was next to me and the accuracy of what i read, it freaked me out, i told to my mom, -.... mmmm,....this is me. She just said yes with a smile. She told me that i was considered an indigo child, although i am aware many people think the new age is just hippies, probably,....or maybe is just a mix of different things, (psychology and spirituality).

So!, if you're reading until here, thanks for have taken the time to read my post. Not sure if all these feelings since my childhood had or has something to do with reincarnation, or maybe it is something else?.

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