You guys remember back when the CIA’s chief of disguise fooled the sitting president throughout a whole conference with a hyper-realistic mask?

That was the early 90’s..

imagine the advancement we have today.

Super cool guy! His hair was as fabulous as ever!

Let me start off by saying I know this sounds weird, I do consider myself to be a ‘normal’ person. But a few years ago something happened that had me question my whole existence. It started out with watching a prehistoric documentary, it was about ancient life. A brief summary on the different eras of the Earth. It was kinda boring until it started talking about the Carboniferous period. At this point in my life I had no knowledge on this period, I don’t remember being taught about it in school. As the documentary went on I had the strangest feeling of nostalgia but I also got the sense that the documentary was wrong. It was the eeriest feeling. I was watching the fauna and animals being described but I just KNEW it wasn’t exact. The plants were different colors and the animals features were off. I could picture how they were really supposed to be and how the earth/atmosphere/sky were supposed to look like at that time. I just KNEW it. I can’t explain it but I also got the feeling of being extremely homesick. It made me sad that I couldn’t go back but also that I had forgotten. There were details that the documentary was going on about and I would be in my head thinking no that’s not right, it was actually like ‘this not that’. I thought I was going crazy at first and I guess I still feel that way. But after that I began reading and educating myself on that era and the more I looked into it the more I could remember. It was like the floodgates opened and there was a sense of deep sadness that I had forgotten all about my ‘life’ back then. It feels like a distant memory yet I can’t rationalize why I feel this way. I find myself looking at pictures from the era and it makes me homesick for a time long since past. I am not sure why I’m posting this other than to get this off my chest. I have yet to share with anyone in my real life as I know this sounds crazy