I don't think I have anymore fight left in me. I'm out of options to cope, the future feels bleak. I feel like it's too late for anything to change, that I'm too broken at this point.

I can write down my life summary and current situation but maybe you can find them digging on my profile, there's a few cry for help that goes rather unanswered.

What's the point tbh, god speed.

Edit. Timezone diff, it's 2 am. I'm sorry if I seem like I'm trying to get attention. Maybe I am. It's nice to have stranger telling me shit I've never heard irl.

Just to add some summary. I'm gay, in indonsia, abusive family tried to cure me. Got lucky and got scholarship to France. Broke contract, be dirt refugee. Being idiot and manipulated back to shit land. 2 years now, and I'm at the end of my rope. Been contemplating suicide this past weeks.

I would've killed myself if I still got my sleeping pills. I guess I'm just trying to find a reason to go on while thinking how I should end my life.

I do have a deal with my parents to send me to Canada, that used to be what I held my hope on, but it feels useless now. It's not like everything would suddenly be okay if I did. The damage is done, I'm beyond saving.

Edit. Woke up, going back to reading more suggestions and stuff. I'm skipping work today, maybe tomorrow too. I honestly felt like shit. I'll be sure to throw some silver around too within the 48 hours if I find any comment I find helpful.

What I've checked so far:

• Skipping work.

• Trevor Project doesn't work here. Not even suicide hotline listed for here.

• Trevor Project with VPN, the counselor doesn't seem to want to talk to me since I'm not in the US.

• Considering the local suicide hotline, but I'd probably get locked up for mentioning being gay.

• GoFundMe just feels weird. I'm a dirt, the world needs help more than me.

• Maybe a vacation? Not sure, considering. If it's possible.

• Maybe just gonna live it out for a while and see when's my next breakdown gonna be.

Also isn't it just crazy, my cry for help in other more appropriate/related subs went unanswered and I got tons of replies here. I just wanna say I really appreciate every input, suggestion, and even jokey comment here.

Last Edit. It has been really surreal honestly. There are some replies that really resounded well to me. I'm sending the silvers and golds as promised. You've given me support that I didn't expect I could get, and I really appreciate your replies. If you're still sending me messages and talking with me after all this, I'd appreciate it a lot.

Photoshop, drawing whatever. Please have unicorns look friendly and happy, as opposed to badass, even though they are.

Alright being that I'm being downvoted to smithereens, seems like I need to sweeten the pot. 2x gold for the first image and 2x gold for the best image. please make this happen reddit.

An artist who wishes to remain anonymous has claimed the gold for the first image if there are any other submissions than a second person maybe gilded for best.

here is the wonderful first submission i've reuploaded: http://imgur.com/tY3GlVT

The party was extremely loud, had laser lights and a DJ, and got busted for a noise violation between 2am and 4am (by my estimation). I wrote my username among a bunch of other graffiti on the wall by the beer pong table. I'll be interested to see who can find it, if anyone. Happy Hunting.

Edit: I'm more than happy to answer more questions about the location, but I don't want to give too much away about myself or who I am.

My first social experiment on this subreddit, the 50% poll challenge, was extremely fun to watch play out. Therefore, I will be doing a series of them. In this challenge, this post must have exactly 69 karma on exactly 3:00 PM EST on April 4th. The reward will be a Safe and Social award to the second most controversial comment.

Good luck and have fun!

Edit 1: To address some concerns in the comments, I will spam refresh during the full minute in which the karma goal must be met; if I see a score of 69 karma at any time during these 60 seconds, I will deem the challenge successful.

Edit 2: I’m sorry for breaking the rules of this subreddit. I did not intend to make this a karma-whoring post, but rather a fun social experiment. Thank you for letting this slide, though. It won’t happen again.

Edit 3 (FINAL): Thank you for your participation.

REFERENCE TABLE: http://www.webassign.net/ncchem/reductio.html

Mg | Mg2+ (0.0490 M) || Ag1+ (0.880 M) | Ag (a) Calculate the voltage of the cell, Ecell, including the sign. Use the standard reduction potentials in these Reference Tables. Enter the number of decimal places allowed by the data.

A voltaic cell with of Mn/Mn2+ and Cd/Cd2+ half-cells has the following initial concentrations: [Mn2+] = 0.090 M; [Cd2+] = 0.081 M.

(c) What is [Mn2+] when Ecell reaches 0.055 V? WebAssign will check your answer for the correct number of significant figures. M

(d) What are the equilibrium concentrations of the ions?

Mn2+

Cd2+

What are E°cell and ΔG° of a redox reaction at 25°C for which n = 2 and K = 6.4*10^4?

http://imgur.com/MA3bGVo

I noticed it comes with this purchase however if anyone can find it separate or at least the key chains alone, 1 month of gold on me.

I have attached a packet I was given to study for my calculus BC class, but the problem is I do not have the solutions to compare my work to, I only need the answers to Section 1, Part A (questions 1-28). Please help me out, as my exam is in two days!

http://teachers.sduhsd.net/bshay/apc%20bc%20skylight%201001.pdf

u/bwwaaahhhhh has won the challenge with this post: https://www.reddit.com/r/Die_thojmen/comments/kt2egd/wtf_future_event/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf

For a chance to win gold join the subreddit r/Die_thojmen then post something on it (can be everything from memes to funny moments to insane clips but NOT nsfw) and link you’re post down below in the comments. You have unlimited entries so if you post 10 times and link all those post down below you have entered 10 times with a limit of infinity. I am giving the gold to the post I think is the best or if there is multiple very good posts I’ll spin a wheel and the winner of the wheel gets a gold.

Note! When we hit 30 members I give the gold if not 30 members I won’t give my gold away!!! End when we have 30 members or in 24 hour.

For any questions just message me ;)

I want it to say "You are less safe if you own a gun." at the top with "Kids shot since Newtown a little bit smaller at the bottom to indicate what the image displays.

Here is the image http://www.motherjones.com/files/kids-gallery630.jpg

I know 3 games that already meet this criteria, they don't count. Edit: I guess I should've specified first, I only have the one silver to give.

So, there's a halloween art contest for a series called Zero Escape. Winner doesn't get money, just some memorabilia related to the series (I want it badly). I will credit the artist when I submit (if the artist has a deviantart, blog, or something that they want linked) but I will be submitting the art so I can win the prize

I will give 3-5 months of gold (hell, maybe even 6) to whoever draws my favorite. The amount of gold given is based on the difficulty of the picture chosen (details below). However, all submissions must come through before 6 PM EST on October 29th

THE PICTURE DOES NOT HAVE TO BE EXTREMELY DETAILED OR AN AMAZING PIECE OF ART (but it can if you want to make one hehe. I won't complain). You can use your own style, make it chibi, make it watercolor, make it a sketch, make it a cartoon, I don't care. I'd like it in color, however

The details of the picture I seek are written here (spoiler alert if you ever planned on playing this series):

https://docs.google.com/document/d/19k9uBSr8cpuyNeSRp7-H6kFobXQlx7KfeOMEFBwaisY/edit?usp=sharing

Thank you so much if anybody is actually willing to do this. If you have any questions about the picture or suggestions or whatever, don't be afraid to ask

One more thing: comment in the thread that you finished the picture (so I can gild the comment at the end) but please PM me the picture. I'm concerned that if the picture is posted in the thread, someone else might take it and submit it for the contest. If you want to edit your comment on October 30th with the picture you drew, go ahead. It won't matter at that point because the contest is over

I have been trying to get gold for a while, which Y Level reccomend mining in to get it?

solve using the quadratic equation:

2x² -3x-5=0

you must give two answers with work and if you get it you won’t get the award until i get a free one

edit: u/anti_MATT_er got it

We’re sending this demo to Club Nintendo members like you who achieved Platinum Status between 7/1/2013 and 6/30/2014, registered any Nintendo 3DS product, and chose to receive information from Nintendo at Club Nintendo.

http://kotaku.com/us-smash-bros-demo-out-today-for-some-next-week-for-ev-1634046557

Extra codes are given out to each Platinum Player. I'll hand out Gold to anyone who PMs me a working US demo code. :)

EDIT: All set! Gave out my Gold, thanks :)

All of these should be Fall/Winter

Jeans by Undercover, current season. Something like "Denim Undercover" should turn it up, the brand also goes by Undercoverism. Looking for 29-30, I know where to get huge pairs.

Stone Island Shadow Project vest, in black. In small. In North America.

Stone Island Shadow Project bomber jacket/MA-1 in small

i tried with the folks at r/tipofmypenis without luck.

The video in questions has a guy standing on a bed, you can only see the lower part of his body with his dick in the girls mouth deepthrowing her. she is wearing those nerdy black frame glasses and is kneeling in the bed, she might be asian but i cant recall exactly.

How do I do it?

Find me the final trailer for The Amazing Spider-Man 2 Rise of Electro in 4K and it must be in 4k.

First to comment like this gets the silver

• 😀😃😄😁😆😅😂😭😗😙😚😘😍🤗🙃🙂😊😝😜🤔🙄😒😤😠😡☹️🙁😕😟😳🤐😰😨😧😦😯😮

Really wanna try it out lol

Edit: As was pointed out, this will take some effort so I have upped the prize to 6 months of Gold. The other post I had up now links here.

I cant edit video to save my life. I got a cool R/C car for my Arbitrary gift exchange. I took some videos of it crawling over rocks and a few stills. I want to make a 30sec 90's era commercial of the video I made to say thanks to my gifter. Im all for cheesy but I dont know the first thing about video editing.

Source video's and pics can be found Here (Sorry it's not dropbox but my Dropbox is full atm)

Amazon link

For inspiration I found the scorcher 6x6 and the Tyco Ricochet commercials on YouTube.

Requirements:

1. 30 sec or longer

2. Cheezy 90's voiceover

3. Both stills and Video used at least once

4. Deadline is June 30 - Winner decided July 2

Winner gets 6 months of Gold

(this is my first contest so If I am not doing this right please someone let me know)

I’m going to sleep goodnight

(please no fortnite bad minecraft good wholesome)