I am a student with moderate ADHD. Getting an aerospace degree was SO HARD for me. I did it, and I’m graduating in December, but I really felt like it meant nothing. I’ve been burnt out almost the entire time I was here, and I never had the time to do the things that would have looked better on my resume. I never did clubs, ISS, or any technical projects. If I wasn’t working on school, trying my hardest to understand things others understood weeks prior, I was sleeping, in the gym, or making food. Everyone kept telling me “It’s alright! Just get the degree. That’s what matters!”
Years later, with a 2.8 GPA, I’m just about there. I have a job lined up, and it’s in the rail industry. But I know nothing about propulsion, fluid dynamics, electronics, structures, nothing. I plug and chug numbers into equations and don’t quite understand them in time for a test, just to forget whatever I had learned afterwards. I never had time to apply it to real world projects. This job I have lined up is a systems engineering job. I will rarely use numbers or technical knowledge at all, and most of the time it’s finding new parts for obsolete ones. I will use basically NOTHING from the small bits I learned in college, and it’s breaking me.
No other aerospace-related jobs have wanted me because my GPA is too low and I don’t have any hands-on projects that I’ve worked on. I get rejected immediately, and I suspect it’s because I get filtered out by AI almost instantly for the lack of GPA and technical work. I’m okay right now, because I’ll have financial stability since I have a job lined up. I’m thankful for that because I know others that have struggled to get a job at all. Nonetheless, it’s still frustrating. I don’t have the money to do a masters degree, and even if I did, I don’t believe I would have the motivation to do it anymore. Being a neurodivergent person in college sucks and I am so sick of pretending it’s not why I’ve been stuck with low grades and no hands-on experience.
I’m hoping to somehow find a way into the aerospace industry. If I have to apply for 1000 jobs and network at dozens of events, so be it. But I don’t even think they’d want me.