r/ConnectTheOthers • • Dec 13 '13

Welcome!

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Following the /r/RationalPsychonaut post, many, many people messaged me looking to share their stories and experiences.

All are united by a common thread - the overwhelming sensation of apparent contact with a pan-psychic consciousness. Many people also report very consistent phenomenology, particularly the "synchronicity narrative" wherein messages, insights or understandings appear to be delivered through a series of uncanny and improbable events. Others have access to a remarkable cognitive/perceptual state described in detail by /u/juxtap0zed and /u/hermanliphallusforce describe in this thread

So, meet, tell us your stories, and try to make sense of this strange series of events!

Some starter questions:

Was it God? A permeating consciousness? Or was it just something that brains do in the right conditions?

What was your experience like? How did it impact you?

How have you made sense of these experiences, and have you managed to integrate them into your life?

Best,

Jux


r/ConnectTheOthers • • Dec 14 '13

Looking for others with unusually heightened senses of awareness, empathy, and absorption. Pst?

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I like this idea. For the last few years, my life has been a game i'm playing where I try to find others like me. When I was about 19, two years ago or so, I moved out to AZ and got the full force of spirituality amazingness delivered to my doorstep, so to speak. Note that I mean the definition of spirituality - a relationship with oneself. I was fully immersed in the culture of people with similar understandings of themselves - others who have spent much time thinking upon the same things. And these people were able to help me think of so much more than I ever thought I could have thought of - all while I shared with them things they were grateful to hear as well. I have, of course, spend much time in altered states of consciousness, always attempting to explore each as thoroughly as possible.

I love science, and have the deepest respects for our universe and its molecular makeup. I would say I have a good understanding of physics, astronomy, chemistry, and biology, and I have taken much time to learn about those subjects on my own. Learning physical science, paired with the psychology that we all are aware of behind psychedelics, has been a mind blowing experience for me thus far. I try to always understand something as far as possible, and thoroughly enjoy being able to comprehend that knowledge. This has helped me understand my thought processes while under the influence of substances as well - which IMO it really should be a must to be aware of the chemistry behind your chemicals. In AZ, I spent much time enjoying life, and participating in mass scale enjoyment and celebration. I am so extremely grateful for the time I was able to spend there. It really felt like a different part of the world. I recently moved back to CA though, and where i'm at (central cali) it's a lot different. I'm back in a large crowd of people who seem nothing like the world that I was just living in. I don't know the words to properly explain it. I don't want to say 'im back in the midst of sheeple'. That's not what I mean, exactly. It's more than that. That's a terrible summation of what i'm feeling about these people.

If I go out on a limb and just say what I /think/ I mean, i'd say: I feel like i'm in a city of people who have less of a connection to the unified field than I, who are unaware of themselves therefore are unaware of the world around them. That's still a terrible way to put it, I really hate our limitations with this language in regards to conveying emotions at this point in time. I guess this brings me to my life theories a bit, though. I liked Einstein's way of putting it with his "Unified Field Theory"; that all living things are connected through a unified field. That, paired with the knowledge of particle physics that we have discovered in the last 20 years or so, and theoretical physics, it's safe to assume that we are indeed living in a representation of the universe, and not the universe itself. (http://www.independent.co.uk/life-style/gadgets-and-tech/physicists-discover-clearest-evidence-yet-that-the-universe-is-a-hologram-9000748.html , just one story but its a good summation, yeah I saw it here, you may have too) I'm going to lose some people here, I know it. I'm now a matrix believer, something like that.. but.. They've figured out lately that even our dna is only physically representing a small portion of what it is, (speaking of dna did you know we have triple strand dna too? google that shit, is a trip) and that dna 'telepathically' in a sense, communicates amongst itself. Theyve also discovered that "Auras" are real, we actually constantly emit photonic molecules from our bodies due to metabolic changes. We -actually- emit light, and some people more than others! It's about 1,000 times below our visible spectrum. Another trip to google around about. Anyway.. So yeah.

We're probably living in a hologram - what's that mean? I'm not sure. Speculation will always occur, I think we are here to enjoy thinking and solving problems so I don't see any future of us actually finishing the problem set. But for now I can dig that, let's solve problems. Although the world around me knows nothing of anything i've spoken of above. They know nothing of themselves. Their place here. What 'here' is. And they've no interest to discuss. I've been playing a game to try to find others like me, but back here. I know where I can go find them, where they were before, where I was shown the light. But there is nothing to do there but have fun. And I did, for almost a year. And i'll admit I moved to CA out of necessity at the end of that year, but now that i'm here I am kind of glad I did, because while I was there I always had this sense of urgency that 'our kind', this person with increased awareness, empathy, absorption, who is capable and has been using that capability to increase their intelligence out of a feeling of necessity, needed to to find more. I don't think 'our kind' (I put that in quotes because I hate making groups out of this story, i dont mean to, its just easier to tell that way, ill explain a little bit more in a sec) is any different than anybody else though. This is the big part of my theory.

I think everybody has the ability to become what I have become. Because I, myself, did not do this on my own. I was helped all along the way. Helped in ways I did not realize and piece together until later when I was able to go back and understand. I was shown bits of information that I needed to be shown, and of course I put effort back into it as well to find more, but there were still many people that I deem necessary to have taken part in my spiritual upbringing. And I think that's what this is all about. I want to be one of those people who help to boost others up to my level. I do not see myself as any higher- they are just one who has not been reminded yet. I want to remind them too so they can join me, join us, in the realm that we are currently finding ourselves exploring for what seems to be the first time. It's difficult though.. I could keep writing for days, i've only summarized all of this, and this is all only the tip of the iceberg (as i'm sure most of you understand).

I guess to sum it up; Yeah, I feel like a lot of you guys too. I've been wracking my brain over this stuff nonstop, it's been a blast, but i've been doing it alone IRL for some time now. I guess i'm just excited to see this pop up. Something made me want to check reddit today /shrug I guess I should end this with formal discussion topic, to summarize.

As a whole, what exactly do you feel is happening with the human race at the moment?

If there were no problems in the world, what should we, as a species, focus on the most?

With current planetary issues in mind, what should we, as a species, focus on the most?

What does this mean that we should do, as individuals, with these heightened senses we seem to have?

Sorry if any of this made me sound like an elitist, or an asshole. I love everybody, and I just want to remind the world (like I was) of their abilities that we seem to have forgotten.

edit: paragraphs. oops.


r/ConnectTheOthers • • Dec 14 '13

An unattentive mind

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I'd like to give my account of an experience. It's going to be a longer read, because brevity would necessitate the exclusion of important details and ideas.

About two years ago I had a very interesting experience under the influence of psilocybe mushrooms (the cubenesis variety). I was told the sort was called "Golden Teacher" and afterwards found the name quite fitting.

We went to a very nice, secluded area of a park with some friends. There were about ten of us and we brought differing psychoactives (to each their own). A few of us, me included, brought mushrooms. After settling down, some small talk and a wide array of meditations, chants, prayers and rituals (again - to each their own) we say "Cheers!" and take our drugs.

Well, as always, the waiting game began. I was expecting the high and not doing much else. We tried small talk, but it didn't work that well, since we were all preoccupied with anticipation. Some time passed and not much was happening yet, but I did have very mild visuals and a sort of body high. I knew it was starting.
Now, I do have some experience with psychoactives. I've had my fair share of abuse, so to say. I know what to expect.

First lesson - Ha! No, I don't! It is unlike anything else! If it makes sense to you - it floated in from the sides, while I was trying to see it in the middle. I certainly didn't miss anything, since it was as evident as fanfare in a quiet room. Then I wondered if I had always been so stupid to look for things in places when I can't really know where they're going to come from.
Well, it was a funny thought and that is that. I grab my guitar and play some tunes, enjoying the vibrations and the flowing creativity, but I feel somewhat uneasy. Can you imagine the feeling of having someone or something very important on the other side of a door that you just can't open? It's the same. I asked myself very "transcedental" and difficult questions and even though the high was great, I felt a bit off, because I wasn't getting answers. I felt like I was supposed to get the answer and I sort of knew I was to blame for not getting it.

The following may sound poetic and childlike and that's because it is.
All of this time I was just thinking and playing the guitar and for some reason I looked up...
...One of the girls is looking at me, smiling the most pure, brilliant, innocent and blissful smile ever.

I suddenly realize the absurd amount of beauty in every single detail of her lips, teeth, eyes, hair, their colours, their contours, the way the sunlight makes her glow. It hits me that I wasn't looking for this awesome (and I do mean awesome) sight and that is the exact reason I was able to see it.
First lesson for a second time - See, if I had been looking for a smile, I would be expecting it, which means my mind would be a few steps ahead, already conjuring up the concept of a smile, which contains a visual representation and some information, and in the best case scenario I would mentally measure and acknowledge the aesthetics of the expected smile.
What happened was that my mind was preoccupied with somehow solving the universe not unlike a koan, so I wasn't expecting her smile, but unlike other unexpected things, it was so immeasurably beautiful and captivating that I didn't bother with measuring and conceptualizing it and took it as is.

I won't lie to you. I cried and laughed at the same time. I probably had an immeasurable smile of my own. Afterwards - I laughed again when I remembered how "it floated in from the sides".

When I looked away - everything was as amazing and interesting. My friends had just brought leaves for some psychedelic reason and the leaves looked like I'd never seen them before and indeed - I hadn't. No leaf was exactly like the other and even one of them could continue to astound me indefinitely as it changes with each passing point in time its shape (bends), angle and position.
Throughout all of these past years I had been looking at leaves, receiving the visual information and transcribing it into words and concepts - a process which turns this into this.

There were a few more revelations, but the truth is - I can write a book on this experience without repeating myself (like I did above, for the sake of clarity) and while being laconic.

In the past year, I've started feeling alone and... well like I was born in the wrong century, but also seeking hermitry. To help myself, I searched for parallels in both philosophical and religious texts and found relevance in some of Exupery's work, Theravada Buddhism and mostly in the Tao Te Ching. Those offered me lots of accounts and experience, but lacked a down-to-earth, human approach. I do like art and spirituality, but I also like... Um... Keeping it real.

So I want to ask you my questions.

Seeing how positively this affected my life - why do we not somehow have a way hardwired in our brains to feel like this? I understand that in this state it will be hard to go so far with mathematics, mechanics, electronics and every other study involving complex concepts, but what if we can "switch it on and off"?
What is the nature of this experience? What exactly is the brain doing?
And... Well... Do you know of a way to achieve this without the involvement of drugs? Observing my breath and walking meditation haven't taken me very far, but I could have been doing it wrong all this time.

I also urge you to share your similar experiences. Together we are able to paint a full and sensible picture of this phenomenon.


r/ConnectTheOthers • • Dec 13 '13

Fractals

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OK so I am only 19 and barely starting my journey I suppose. I have used pot recreationally but never anything else. I feel a lot of the things juxtap0zed mentioned and its inspiring how detailed he can get with his descriptions of things I feel.

What I wanted to talk about for my first post (squee) is fractals, infinity, and god. If you aren't familiar, or even know lots but haven't seen this video by Nova (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lmxJ1KDR_s0&feature=youtube_gdata_player) it really flushes put the important bits of fractals.

The reason I'm posting is I have always been awed by fractals and their ability to convey both complexity, and the concept of infinity. I am not religious whatsoever, but I cannot shake the spiritual feeling I get from discussion like juxtap0zed started.

My idea, and possible avenue for explanation is, if there is a god, and he created everything, are fractals and the basic logic of the universe evidence of his mind? Furthermore did he pull our existence out of infinity and nothing by... Essentially harnessing fractal logic to organize the infinity that is there.

Sorry if this was wordy but I hope I made my point.

Love you all, Scrawley


r/ConnectTheOthers • • Dec 14 '13

Deeply informative, fascinating explanation of psychedelics and the brain- long but worth the watch.

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r/ConnectTheOthers • • Jan 22 '14

My Journal Entry the Other Day- I'm not sure if it belongs here, but I don't think it belongs anywhere else. Kind of like me.

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Edit: I know that this is very long, but I don't feel I have anyone who I can talk to, and I'm so sad, and so alone about this.

1/19/2014

More than sexual assault, being bullied, losing family members....I feel traumatized by this one thing- I am embarrassed about who I am.

I feel like a foreigner- usually? Not special, because I know there are many others who feel just like me, but it is almost as if the things that society- even those closest to me, my family- deems as having VALUE, are not the same things that I value. At all. This is a problem.

I do not want to talk DEEPLY about SUPERFICIAL things. I'd rather talk superficially about deep things, or not talk at all. I don't want to talk about my job, my career, sales at the store, politics, sports- all the things that our culture values. Even though I have a great career, and a college education, and can afford to talk about those sales at the store. I don't care about those things.

What MATTERS all around me doesn't matter to me. And I wish it did so badly, because I'd be happier, I would be a little less conscious or aware maybe, but definitely happier. And I'm feeling as if I'd trade it because it feels like I can't "get it" in this world. This sounds tragic, I don't mean for it to- because I haven't lost hope that I will figure out how to mesh the real me with the Real World.

It is the reason I haven't pursued having a great credit score, or buying a nice little house, or finding a "hubby" type of husband who watches football on Sunday and takes my car to get serviced. It is the reason why I don't like to shop with girlfriends and sit around and sip wine and chit chat about who's who around this town. And yet, I wish I cared about those things because I do want a marriage and a home and a family- and being rooted in this Type of Reality is the way to do it. I feel like I don't play the game right, but I want to win too.

Instead, what occupies my mind are the things that don't get me the Outward Life I want to lead. I can pretend to blend for a certain amount of time- in fact, often TOO much- to the point where I may appear a little superficial, physically, since I don't dress or present (as I've posted about before) as anything "fringe" or "different".

What drives me is this odd/peculiar want for a Higher Consciousness; a secret, quiet exploration of Self/Others/Universality and how the world Is, and Why the world Is.

My existential feelings started young- I remember discovering Infinity as a concept at age 4 when I saw a mirror reflected in a mirror reflected in a mirror........ And I remember I cried in my room because I felt sad and frustrated about Infinity. I'm not saying I think I'm special or unique or gifted in this feeling. Actually, quite the contrary. I think many people have thoughts very young about very deep things and then move about their business of growing up. Instead, I clung to that thought. And like Velcro, started to collect more of these thoughts.

"Pick your favorite color." said the teacher. A favorite color, I thought? How? Why? What is my favorite? What does FAVORITE mean? This is stupid. And I recall closing my eyes and reaching into my box of crayons and pulling out Orange. Ok Orange is my favorite color. I would have been ok with any color. The absurdity of everything such as subjectivity and colors and the whole exercise triggered something in me, that instead of passing, I continued to ponder. Not obsessively, but it was now one of the Fuzzies stuck to my Velcro.

Everyone is a piece of tape stuck to a piece of paper.

The sticky substance on the tape that allows for it to be solidly fixed is that person's Consciousness- the way they think and what they think about- the things they believe- the things they value- Their Self.

The more outwardly, materially driven people seem to be stickier. They "get it" better. They do the things that society values, and even if they're a little quirky a lot of them even do Quirky the right way. I don't do Straight right, and I don't do Fringe right. I don't do Me right.

I want to care about keeping my nice new car clean- but just like I didn't care about Orange or Blue, I don't care if my 2012 Pathfinder was a 2001 Honda Civic or a 2007 Subaru. I don't care if I have a ranch, or a condo, or a colonial, as long as I have a bed. And on and on. Because I don't have favorites, in terms of Things, I am not motivated right. I feel like I never got the right instructions early on, and then by the time I did, they were in a language I don't understand. I'm trying to learn the language so that I can be happy, but also I don't want to live like that- learning to be something else- so I am experiencing severe cognitive dissonance between Who I Am Inside, and the Type of Life I Lead, and The Type of Life I Want.

I've always thought about things that my girlfriends- 'the "popular" (vomit) girls' would roll their eyes at. You guys, I'd say, If they say we are in God, and He is in Us, How? What is God to you, Id say at 13 yrs old. And I was weird. So I learned not to say those things often, "Act Normal". And my family is very upper middle America, liberal and educated, and they do not get me. They aren't like me, and they value the things that I WISH I valued so that I would have the type of life I wish I was leading- married, a couple kids by now, a nice house, a decent car- nothing fancy, just..... Typical.

Instead, I found that alcohol quelled my existential angst, and since then has almost singularly increased it, as drinking episodes have caused me to move away from my goals.

I want to live 8-5, starter home, planning vacations, department store credit cards. It would be nicer than the life I live in my thoughts that no one else knows about.

This separateness is like walking in a dream and I am going up to people to shake them awake and they either ignore me and act like they don't feel my grip or hear my voice, OR they get annoyed and angry and shake me off.

By our society's standards the things that I like, the things I believe, the things that interest me, the things that I value are not the things that will get me the type of life that I actually want.

I feel that everyone is a zombie; all are part of a social machination of values that I don't share.

I am embarrassed by this. I feel it sounds self indulgent, or narcissistic to explain this to anyone- as if I"m saying MY values are noble --- when in fact, I am not judging my values VERSUS others' values. I am simply saying that they are different. They are. It makes small talk painful.

It is ok to pursue a little bit of philosophy and a little bit of fringe, a little bit of fluffy psychological mumbo jumbo- they say- but not too much or you are indulging.

If you aren't consuming or producing a good/service that yields MONEY, then GTFO.

The simple concept of a Favorite Color, and I'd thought ... "This doesn't really MATTER." clung to me, and the Velcro continued to pick up deeper and deeper thoughts, and I've no room I feel for reality tv and shopping- not because I think I'm better, you see- (at all!) but because I just... Don't. And yet, I want an upper middle America life that I do not know how to pursue.

I am obsessed with extremes- absurdity of life, and jokes that are ridiculous, and stand up comedy and stupid memes and riddles and puzzles and crosswords and then deep, philosophical pondering, and psychological inquiry, and trips into self and universe. Instead, I wish I was in the middle, not at extremes.

I do not like who I am because of this, and I'm tired of feeling this way.


r/ConnectTheOthers • • Dec 14 '13

Tell us about your experience!

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Try to be as specific as possible:

1: What were the circumstances of your first experience? Did they involve stress? Drugs? A particular physical setting? Here is a description of how I found the state the first time, for an example

2: Tell us about the [phenomenology](http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Phenomenology_(philosophy) ) as specifically as possible. The beliefs, revelations and ideas are fascinating, but one does not need this state to have them. Rather, their specific nature seems partly determined by the state.

3: What were the consequences? Did you run with it? Was it disruptive?

4: Do you have access to these states intentionally? Or do they come upon you involuntarily? Multiple times, or just once?


r/ConnectTheOthers • • Jun 19 '14

Do you guys think about suicide?

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This may sound morbid, but suicide is a common topic in my mind. However, I hate to say that because of the stigmatization that's been put into the word.

I don't want to kill myself because of some issues at home or work, I don't feel like suicide is the answer for having a rough life. My thoughts about suicide can be explained by Shakespeare himself in one of his most recognizable lines:

"To be or not to be, that is the question."

Such a repeated line it's become a cliché, it may even hold no value for some people like it did for me before I realized he was talking about what I've been asking myself for some time now.

I looked up a simple English version of his famous line to see if I could get more out of it and I was blown away:

"The question is: is it better to be alive or dead? Is it nobler to put up with all the nasty things that luck throws your way, or to fight against all those troubles by simply putting an end to them once and for all? Dying, sleeping—that’s all dying is—a sleep that ends all the heartache and shocks that life on earth gives us—that’s an achievement to wish for. To die, to sleep—to sleep, maybe to dream. Ah, but there’s the catch: in death’s sleep who knows what kind of dreams might come, after we’ve put the noise and commotion of life behind us. That’s certainly something to worry about. That’s the consideration that makes us stretch out our sufferings so long."

Here is Shakespeare, hundreds of years ago, coming to the conclusion that death may just be a a more logical choice than living, especially when surrounded by people on a different wavelength, as I imagine Shakespeare was. Further, the only reason we don't is because we don't know what might be waiting for us.

I realize now as I finished tapping this up on my tablet through half awake eyes that I probably rambled a bit, but regardless...

This subreddit is incredibly relevant for me right now, because few people discuss what this group is centered on. I apologize if this isn't exactly what should be posted but I would love to hear if anyone else feels similar.


r/ConnectTheOthers • • Dec 14 '13

Info-Primer

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First things first!

If you're here, it's quite possibly because you've had similar experiences. I created this sub to meet the demand and connect others, not to preach or lead. I have never created or moderated a sub. That said, I still feel there is a lot of important information to convey:

1: The compelling connection appears to be a state of belief in a connected pan-psychic God or binding universal consciousness. It is important to understand that panpsychism is not a new idea. If you are here because of your belief in, or connection with panpsychism, you may be in the wrong place. Panpsychism is a form of interpretation, and can be an intellectual and philosophical stance. We do not need to settle this question, and all are welcome to have their own interpretation of it, but this is not necessarily the place to philosophize about it.

2: Why? The people I am attempting to connect are people who have experienced a very specific and largely undocumented cognitive state associated (most likely) with serotonin agonism. People who have experienced this state experience changes in the appearance of visual perception, "communication" via synchronicity, changes to the behaviour of attention, changes in affect, energy and motivation. An outcome of this state is a profound sense of joint attention with a panpsychic mind. It is the goal of this connection to help people make sense of these experiences.

3: Pre-existing beliefs and post-state experiences GREATLY influence people's response and interpretation to this sort of experience. What is important to understand is that for all of us, such experiences were incredibly profound, and are very important. People are at different points in this experience, and it seems to follow an arc that starts at intense, profound and unquestioning belief, and settles out to something more subtle. Please be aware of this and be respectful and kind. This is dangerous conversational territory, as the topic is emotionally charged. Please try to help people contemplate these experiences, instead of trying to force your interpretation with emotional arguments.

4: It is my personal belief that this was, in fact, an interesting and very specific thing that the brain can do. I draw on explanatory tools from complex systems sciences, and cognitive science . I believe that I was not in direct communication with the divine, but rather that I accidentally found an odd thing the brain can do. I do not wish to cram this view down your throat, but it is my means of explaining. I also believe that an inquiry into the nature of purported divine contact demands knowledge of the mind to succeed.

5: These states are VERY closely associated with mental health issues, and can be widely demonstrated to provide both insights AND delusions. Please be very careful in your explorations, and take seriously the idea that what you believe now may change with time. Be attentive to your environment, as it will inform you if you've strayed.

6: There is NO evidence that so far suggests that ideas generated in these states are any more veridical (true in the world) than what your brain can normally generate. You will have some ideas that are brilliant and insightful, and yet others that can be dangerous. Only time and sincere reflection will sort these out from each other.

7: Please take a look through some of the guide posts in the main room to get started. Tell us your story, read other's experiences, and explain your interpretation and the tools you use to interpret these experiences.

8: Not everyone on here has these experiences because of drugs. Don't try to force this on them. Similarly, taking drugs in no way offers you this very specific experience. I took drugs many, many times before anything unexpected happened.

9: Have fun, be kind, be skeptical.

Best, Jux


r/ConnectTheOthers • • Nov 09 '14

Synchronicity as meaning

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Synchronicity is worshipped as evidence of the influence of the divine. I say worshipped because it is held aloft, revered, admired, and kept separate from the mundane. Synchronicity is meaningful, and because it is meaningful, it implies communication. Because it implies communication, it implies an intent behind it. Because it implies intent, it implies consciousness and therefore conscious will to help guide our actions. It is proof.

It is also well known, colloquially, so I won't bother fetching sources, that different people are "tuned in" to synchronicity. It is also, I think, colloquially understood that belief in the existence and value of synchronicity is in some way related to one's beliefs about the nature of the divine.

Synchronicity is discarded by skeptics as statistically explainable. It is dismissed as apophenia, which is the ability to map meaning onto data that has no causal process associated with the construction of intentional meaning. When we see faces, shapes and objects that we recognize in inanimate or natural objects or systems, this is apophenia. Nature did not intentionally create Italy in the shape of a boot. The subreddit /r/mildlyinteresting is just shy of being devoted to finding instances of visual apophenia.

Amazingly, the story of Odin's discovery of the runes appears to describe something truly fascinating. A shamanistic ritual which elicited apophenia: the attachment of meaning to signal noise.

All of the runes can be described using a [set of staves](http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-1xasUIUK4HI/VBsovcPEiJI/AAAAAAAAAnw/xsI0OXFmkjo/s1600/NineGloryWands%2B(1). In some versions of the poem, the staves have been cast by Odin; in others, the staves are actually the criss-crossing roots of the tree Yggadrasil. Importantly, one of the first things that Odin is said to have done after discovering the runes was to go about Northern Europe teaching people how to use them.

Taken in this way, a shaman utilized methods of self-sacrifice and duress in order to provoke apophenia. in this state, probably well worn archetypical concepts important to the culture were able to be attached to novel shapes. Shapes that could be discretized, and rendered externally. In other words, Odin discovered a form of external concept recording. He discovered a form of writing, and then travelled the Northern climes spreading literacy to its people.

It is important not to underestimate the importance of this technology to pre-literate peoples. With the written form comes all sorts of amazing abilities, ranging from the extension of memory into the environment to facilitate the development of conceptual abstraction, to simply indicating signage, property ownership, or hazards. We are unaware of what it is like to be absent these abilities. We have never known a world where the culture was not defined by the Word. To new people the word allowed the silent communication of thought. It was, almost certainly, magic.


If you do not know the runes, then you almost certainly can see no runes in the stave pattern. They are invisible to you in the world. Once you know them, however, you can find them quite literally everywhere. you can find them on buildings, in cracks in the sidewalk, in the twining of branches, or in the tangles in your lover's hair. 

The runes are fascinating for another reason. They gain meaning from their location. Language, in general, does this, but for the runes it is especially important. Their meanings tend to be ephemeral and ambiguous at the best of times. Their meaning is imprecise, and so their capacity to communicate detailed ideas is limited. The runes are to language as some [forms of abstract art](http://hdwallpaperfun.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/10/Abstract-Painting-Wallpaper-Photos-HD-826248.jpg) are to [realism](http://www.artcountrycanada.com/images/bateman-at-the-nest.jpg). 

The runes pick up meaning from where you find them.

The runes are, quite literally, everywhere. The shapes are so basic and primitive that they can be found in nature and in humanity's works. Finding them -or rather the ability to find them- is a skill; but that skill is almost certainly apophenic.

But what does this tell us? It tells us that finding the runes, and finding meaning in them, and then extra meaning by virtue of their situation in time and space is in fact a skill. It is, above that, a cognitive skill. It is also worth noting that the runes are there whether you go looking for them or not. If you are not looking for them, you will not find them. If you look for them, you will find them anywhere you look. If you find them, and you are skilled in their use, then their discovery will provoke a thought. That thought may change your actions. Your actions will change the outcome of your day. And if anything even slightly out of the ordinary occurs as a result, then you can say that the outcome was caused by your discovery of a particular rune, at a particular time, in a particular place.

And you, and only you, will have any idea that anything of importance has happened at all. An interaction will have occurred between you and your environment. What are the odds? The odds that you would be in that place, at that time, to see that rune, with that meaning, while you had that thought, about that thing, that led your heart to skip to your throat as you whisper to yourself

I needed to see that. Thank you.

If you are skilled in the use of the runes, this will happen constantly. It will happen especially in moments of hardship, passion, yearning, learning, growth, pain, joy and serenity.

If you are not familiar with the runes it will never happen. Ever. At least not with the runes as the vehicle of meaning.


Meaning is constructed^[1](http://lchc.ucsd.edu/MCA/Paper/Smagorinsky/meaning.html),[2](http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Meaning_(philosophy_of_language),[3](http://muse.jhu.edu/books/9780253116086)

It is well known, well studied, and empirically verifiable. Meaning is something that our brains do, and do well. 

In my view, a discussion of synchronicity cannot seriously progress without a discussion of the role of the brain and its processes. The story of Odin, however, shows us that apophenia likely cognitively predates written language. In fact, at cursory glance, even ancient cave paintings do not work without the brain's ability to identify and map abstract form onto the familiar. The runes take this process a step further by mapping concepts that are more abstract than *antelope* onto shapes that have an arbitrary relationship to the concept.

Picking the runes out of the staves involves other cognitive processes. Ones that involve discretizing patterns in the brain. What do I mean by a discrete process? I mean temporally extended organizations of matter, often sustained by a flow-through of energy, that can take on stable configurations with identifiable and describable features. Things like [the eye of hell](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=avJefZ0upEA). In order to pick out the rune staves, you need to have the ability to emphasize particular features in the information stream, allow those features to stabilize into a discrete form, and de-emphasize information extraneous to the pattern. The difference between R and P in the staves is the exclusion or inclusion of the slant \. 

*Meaning is constructed by the brain, by emphasizing and deemphasizing input signals*.

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Apophenia is closely linked with delusion, and schizophrenia  ([brief non academic summary](http://skepdic.com/apophenia.html) ).

>In 1958, Klaus Conrad published a monograph entitled Die beginnende Schizophrenie. Versuch einer Gestaltanalyse des Wahns, in which he described in groundbreaking detail the prodromal mood and earliest stages of schizophrenia. He coined the word "Apophänie" to characterize the onset of delusional thinking in psychosis ....  to reflect the fact that the schizophrenic initially experiences delusion as revelation.  In contrast to epiphany, however, apophany does not provide insight into the true nature of reality or its interconnectedness, but is a "process of repetitively and monotonously experiencing abnormal meanings in the entire surrounding experiential field" 

This was indeed my own experience with my Election as Christ on Easter of 2004. The synchronicities piled on thick and fast, and left me staggering to understand the mechanism. Indeed, when later that year I fully experienced the remarkable cognitive state that has defined my very existence to the utmost, I took as evidence the amazing strings of coincidences that had led me to the discovery. 

Let me give you a quick summary by highlighting some of the chancier things.

I was homeless. So I went to visit my sister. While on the way home, she spotted a friend in the thick, heavy crowd. He told us of a rave event later that evening. I desperately wanted to go, but neither my sister nor I had any money. Later, she was doing laundry and found $20 in her pocket, by chance. It was her only $20, but she gave it to me.

While there, I met a girl named Jessie. We shared a hometown, and became fast friends. One minute later, and we never would have known about the rave, and I never would have met Jessie. After another long stint on the streets, reading the runes to people for money, I wound up moving in with Jessie after finding an opportunity (by chance) to call her. 

She introduced me to her friends, and them to their friends, and soon I was surrounded by psychedelic loving friends. I found some LSD that had the illuminatus pyramid on it. Through a *very* strange series of instances, I found myself on acid, watching my friend play a video game. 

Being in exactly that place at exactly that time being exactly who I am is what showed the state to me.

That string of coincidences -so minor, so ephemeral- completely changed my life. So it is for *any* life changing event. There you were one day, and *instantly*, it all changes.

I followed the string of coincidences, but took them **literally** as God's **specific instructions to me**. I could not be wrong about my insights or inferences, because they were God-given. I had God-given knowledge and God-given authority.

I was almost completely unemployable. I could barely keep from bursting out in public and screaming "I am Christ! I am come! Come to me to be healed!"

I tried to adopt the homeless, though I myself was only a week's income away from that state myself. I could cure them, I believed. I tried to cure my friends of their heartaches, and their drug problems.

Their hurts, their sorrows - theirs and mine - stubbornly refused to bend to my authority. I could not cure. I could not heal.

I could only enter this state, change, and then talk about it. If I had God-given powers, the state itself was it. And the world didn't care. The world couldn't care.

I lacked credibility.

But I had proof.

Synchronicities.

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One day, I showed up in a sub called /r/DigitalCartel .

It's background was the illuminatus pyramid, and across its' visage were scrawled the runes. It was a subreddit devoted to the exaltation of a Christ claimant.

*This synchronicity is aimed at getting my attention. This subreddit is for me.*

Nobody, not even the Christ claimant, or his apocryphal herald had any idea that this sub was clearly aimed at me. I'm the only one that the symbols had meaning for. Nobody knew but me.

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Of course, this is apophenia in action. *Of course those symbols had meaning to me. Of course this was a startling series of coincidences.*

Even a cursory glance of my life's history clearly explains why.

But this sub is not for me, because no agent or process can be identified that created the sub with me in mind. 

The subreddit, and it's accidental symbolism, was *not* created for me, but it *is* meaningful to me. And it is that meaning that caught my attention and keeps me interested.

The question is this:

Did Odin spy the runes in the staves that *he* cast? Or did he spy the runes in the tangle of Yggdrasil's roots?

It does not matter to me. 

I see the runes everywhere. They are there if I look, and they are absent when I do not. They are thematically relevant when I am seeking guidance, and I am the only one who sees them as meaningful within my own narrative. If the universe is guiding me, then my own brain is a part of the process. If my own brain is part of a process, then many people before me discovered and exploited how to use the brain to construct meaning to guide themselves. It is a magical mystery *why* this is the case, but it does not grant Divine Authority to my thoughts because of them.

My relationship with synchronicity can be expressed by a poem that I penned when I first started going through these experiences.

>When it's happening, everything is Golden. When it ends, that gold crumbles into black, dark earth. I pick some of it up again and say "This... this is your saviour. The rest of it... that was just madness."

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Synchronicities bear meaning, because you build meaning. If you seek meaning, then you will find it. If you weight its origins as instructions, then you will be led to hardship. If you discard the meaning because its origins are Just Cold Statistics, then you are to deprive yourself of the guidance *that you provide to yourself*.

I see the runes everywhere.

They bear meaning when I ask them to.

Otherwise, they are always exactly what they appear to be.

Sticks on the ground.

r/ConnectTheOthers • • Jan 14 '14

Odd thought - what if space itself is the source of "hard problem" consciousness?

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(Note: I'm using "consciousness" to mean "any kind of awareness/perception at all", not necessarily reflective self consciousness.)

So I was trying to synthesize a few mystical thinkers I've enjoyed, and I hit upon an idea I thought was interesting but maybe more poetic than technical, wondered if any Others might have some thoughts.

PART ONE - is space itself conscious?

So Alan Watts says every subject needs an object and vice versa, so observers "go with" the universe like one side of a coin goes with the other side; he's also (apparently - I thought it was Carl Sagan) said "you are the universe experiencing itself"; he's also said that the final mystical secret is that all insides go with outsides. Eckhart Tolle and Michael Singer seem to take the (apparently slightly different, if only cosmetically?) tack that "you", the conscious self, are the pure undifferentiated witness of what goes on in your brain, so you'd feel more liberated if you accepted the fact that you are not your thoughts/feelings, you're the one who experiences thoughts/feelings, and this experiencer is the same in everyone. Ken Wilber says that "the simple feeling of being" provides the interior experience of everything from atoms, molecules, simple animals, on up to us: always the same interior experience, reflected in various different "selves" just because otherwise the One Consciousness behind it all would get bored: "it's no fun having dinner alone." Jiddu Krishnamurti (I'm not as familiar with him) has said that "the controller is the controlled"; Alan Watts has said similar things, along the lines that every neuron in your brain is following deterministic laws started like a chain of dominoes during the Big Bang, therefore you can see yourself as either already utterly controlled OR the whole process, experiencing itself as a part of the whole process. The Tao Te Ching says that something unnameable empty/void predates the universe, and (probably bad paraphrase, since I think I'm not allowed to talk about it???) this unnameable void is realer than any manifestation within it.

So I find these sorts of views very compelling, complementary to each other, and complementary to a rationalist/scientific understanding of the world (especially Alan Watts). If we all descend from a common ancestor who reproduced by fission instead of sex - never mind if we're all "descended" from a single explosion at the start of time - it just makes simple, intuitive sense to me to drop the idea of separate "souls" existing for each living thing; it's an accounting nightmare at least, and a direct violation of Occam's razor - "do not multiply entities without necessity".

So, fine, we're all just one entity/subjectivity, reflected through different brains like funhouse mirrors. Makes sense. The thing is ... I don't like "spiritual" stuff, turning off my mind and floating downstream etc, accepting that some things are beyond rational thought and that "maybe consciousness is primary" in some weird unspeakable sense, yet ... I still want to have the kinds of experiences/understandings/whatever these guys talk about - or at least see conclusively that it's BS.

For instance, if consciousness is somehow the same in every mind, what is it made of - consciousness-onium? How does it get in the friggin' minds? Is it some kind of field or force like gravity that all "holons" (Ken Wilber term) have within them? Sure, pantheism's fine, but it seems (to me) to involve saying "everything has an inside" - but what scale/complexity-level of thing is required to get an official "inside", and how does the "inside" then gain "consciousness"? Are piles of rocks conscious of themselves as piles of rocks? (Slight sidenote: my understanding is that Ken Wilber would say no, those are heaps not holons - but then ... why are holons conscious, while heaps aren't?)

I feel like I'm missing a vital, simple point here, and just want a solid theory that provides the experiences these mystical guys talk about as a matter of direct understanding.

So I was listening to Alan Watts and he said that the spaces between things (musical notes, physical objects, etc) are the "dimensions of consciousness". This made me think of the Tao Te Ching's praising the virtues of void/emptiness, and it had me thinking - what if, instead of thinking in terms of some mysterious ether-like "field" of consciousness/awareness-per-se that all living things share - space itself is the source of hard-problem consciousness?

How much do we know about space? Why is it possible to increase it between objects, why don't they just stick together when you try to pull them apart? Why can distances vary? I've heard talk of space/time/matter (at least? Possibly other things?) all expanding together - but then what are they "in"? Seems like that's space too, for my purposes - something for "stuff" (including space, if necessary) to be "in". Maybe "a space for space to be in" is what Nagarjuna/Lao Tzu meant by the Void?

See, however complex any system may be, however much it may tap into a "field of consciousness", it still has to be "in" some kind of space. Every brain will always have an inverse and equally complex set of spaces between its parts, and the active components of any field/system (ie, the bits that, if you take them away, you don't have a field there anymore) will always have inverse and equally organised series of spaces between them. So no matter how complex a Thing you get/have, space will always be there, precisely mimicking and forming every form from inside, outside, and all around. Nothing spiritual or mystical about that ... right?

It just seems to me that this quality of space-for-space-to-be-in, of "some place for stuff to go", may be like the water we fish are in without generally realising it, and that it may be, in some sense I don't quite grok (yet?), synonymous with the mysterious-est inner essence of hard-problem-consciousness. "Some place for the various reports from different brain centres to go", maybe? Maybe all brains simply focus reports of the world-out-there onto a single compressed configuration-space known as that brain's centre-of-consciousness, like magnifying glasses for the space-consciousness that's always already there, creating points of density of space-consciousness - with the concomitant danger of space-consciousness becoming "trapped" in any one hotspot?

PART TWO - maybe it's even simpler.

Possibly related: it is now possible to record video data from the brain of a living cat. This absolutely blows my mind - how much more data could be recorded from the "outside" of brains, for other brains to appreciate, without ever quite getting to the "insideness" of the cat's mysterious, subjective "consciousness field"?

What is the limit-in-principle of these kinds of devices? Presumably, no such device could ever transmit the fact-of-awareness-per-se, since the entity viewing the device would need to have said awareness to recognise awareness - and so even if pure awareness were transmissible in principle it would simply not be perceptible in principle, like pure white-on-white.

So maybe everything about the cat's experience, except for the basic fact of experience, could be transmissible by a hypothetical perfected brain reader?

Hm. Maybe it's simpler?

I'm not sure this question will make sense, but maybe that goes with the territory - what is the philosophical difference between aiming a brain-reader-device at a brain, and setting up a mirror behind an object? IOW - is the difference between "inside" and "outside", back and front, really as stupidly simple as kindergarten-level geometry would suggest? Would a hypothetically complete brain-reader (ie, one that records and displays utterly everything a cat brain can do for the cat, for the observer of the device) simply and completely invert the Inner Cat, as fully and unreservedly as a mobius strip or hexaflexagon?

Does the question "but what about the cat's bare experience of being, the cat's consciousness, subjectivity, INSIDE" make as little sense as "what about the rock's backness"?

If we could all look into each other's minds completely, would we just find mental activity - as simply "insideless" as waterfall activity or solar-flare activity?

Anyway. Does anybody feel more enlightened than me and qualified to comment? Am I barking up the wrong space-tree or playing empty games with words? Does my attempt to cling to mental structures just show I don't "get it", and is all my scientifically unlettered thinking like a knot that undoes itself? I just ... I do feel that all these guys are saying similar things, and I want to "get it" too, in simple everyday language, but I don't feel like I "get it" to my satisfaction. Is there nothing to get? Did I get it and overlook it? Did/does anyone else get it?


r/ConnectTheOthers • • Dec 25 '13

MDMA and Truthspeak

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I get very, very mixed responses when I talk about truthspeaking. (I'm a regular on Highexistence.com and used to be active on psychonaut.com) so I've talked a lot about it.

I think it is one of the most important, yet over looked, aspects to human communication.

Truthspeaking is what you say to others, regardless of their reaction, because you are speaking to them, directly what you need to say.

One example I heard a long time ago, and which got me into the idea of it, was when you speak to your dog and he is annoying you or being a pest, you half-assedly say "Stop it" or "No" and turn around or don't even look at them. They will keep pestering you or bothering you.

However, when you stop, and you take the time to realize that they should understand what you're saying exactly, (and that they CAN understand you) and you look at them, and you say "Stop." with meaningful intent they will stop.

I am an odd person and am alone for the Christmas season. I acquired MDMA through an online market place, and thought I would give it a try first before sharing it with others.

I took around 100mg, so this is a basic dose, but it was my first time.

I started dancing, it was fun. I could have danced for 8 hours for sure. But I wanted to talk. So I called two people on skype and we chatted for a while. The stress of hiding your intentions, assuming what others are thinking, and the fear of being 'genuine' was completely gone. I was saying /exactly/ what I would like to say, and I was hearing what others were saying in the /exact/ way they wanted to be heard (at least this is how it felt).

Later I called my girlfriend, who has traveled for Christmas back home, and we spoke. I said things to her I haven't been able to say in our 4 years together. It was so smooth, like, my internal conflicts suddenly were unwoven, and became silken threads which, one by one, neatly left me and were spoken to her. All the 'you' and 'I' and 'me' became 'us' and 'we'.

I felt that the connection people have while on MDMA (and other psychedelics) is because we lose this veil that we've grown ourselves, and has been built upon by others. This image of what we TRY to be isn't always the same as who we WANT to be, and this isn't the same as who we ACTUALLY are.

Taking MDMA allowed me to bring up very distressing issues, such as my girlfriend moving 2000 miles away from me, my future here alone for another 4+ years, and the fear of rejection from her parents (after 4 years of dating - still!).

Here I was, spilling my internal dialogue for her to openly hear. No longer was it going through this filter of political correctness, this visage of who I try to be, or how I think she views me. I just was. I just said.

Truthspeak itself is an amazing thing. I've unfortunately not met a lot of other people personally who have truthspeaked to me, except a Shaman in Peru. We don't have it in American culture. We try to be funny. We try to be people on TV. We try to be this THING that other people WANT, and we think what other people WANT is these famous actors, these gorgeous models, or these intelligent folk.

We pick this conglomerate of people, and say to ourselves a thousand times a day "OK what would I say in this situation?" Its like we have to fact check ourselves THAT WE'RE BEING OURSELVES.

This disappearing? This is illegal.


r/ConnectTheOthers • • Dec 14 '13

For the skeptics:

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I, myself, am one.

As such, I have little interest in the ideas generated by these states. Rather, I am interested in the state itself.

What are it's mechanisms of action?

Why does it occur to some but not others?

Why is the phenomenology so specific?

Why do some people stick with the interpretation, while others collapse back to skepticism?


r/ConnectTheOthers • • Dec 14 '13

WOW

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JUST. WOW.

I've been around the web a lot. Psychonaut.com, highexistence.com, shroomery.org, nearly all of them that deal with entheogens/psychedelic experience.

Never have I read, consecutively, such concise statements on experiences with psychedelics as I have here.

Wow. I don't know how I feel!


r/ConnectTheOthers • • Oct 25 '14

Hello! Is anyone still listening?

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r/ConnectTheOthers • • Jan 07 '14

An early account of the experiences, as submitted to Erowid in 2007

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r/ConnectTheOthers • • Jan 01 '14

New Year Collage for my Others

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r/ConnectTheOthers • • Dec 23 '13

is there any way to keep this sub alive and active?

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seems like activity is waning and i was just curious if anyone had any ideas?


r/ConnectTheOthers • • Sep 07 '17

It started with a bat.

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While traveling, a friend told me a story about how a bat flew in his girlfriend's window and hit her in the face. He thought it was funny and poignant because bats are supposed to represent transformation and she was being told by the universe to change. I hadn't heard that but thought it was a good story.

I recently moved home after living abroad for 8 years. I'm going back to school to study a new field. On my first morning as a student in a decade, I woke to a bat flying around my bedroom. I hadn't left any windows open and it's still a mystery how it got in (though not impossible).

A month later I had a profound psychedelic experience. I took mdma and mushrooms in a space that was safe and designed to promote creativity and positivity. We were outside in one of the most beautiful natural landscapes I've ever seen. The insights were flying. My mind was firing on higher levels than it ever had before. I felt that I was tapping something deeper.

Late in the evening, I smoked DMT for the first time. It's very hard to describe what happened but I'll try to the best of my ability: I felt that every "me" from every parallel universe that had a decision tree in which "I" smoked DMT started communicating with each other. The communication started in words as we realized that we were the same person, then it moved to epiphanies as we realized that we were more than just one person. We were all things. The answer to every question was "Yes". Yes was more than energy or love. It was existence and everything. Tragically I can't remember everything that specifically was said but truths were imparted upon me that made me realize "Oh shit. This is real." It got more and more real until I lost my ego, and merged with YES.

As I started to regain my ego, the only explanation was that I had died. I looked at the person next to me and they had bats for eyes. I didn't think "Oh bats mean change". I thought, and said, "Oh no, I'm in hell." Luckily the people there helped me through that. As I came down fully I was offered the choice of which universe to go back to. I could see the different universes and picked this one.

It's been almost two months and I'm a different person. I feel more myself than ever before. I understand fear as construct of my ego and I interpret every decision as a physical manifestation of YES. I have a confidence I never thought possible and all anxiety is gone.

I see bats and "Yes" everywhere. I realize the word "yes" is not exactly uncommon and I'm well aware of confirmation bias, but I feel like there is an underlying pattern. It's like jazz. Some jazz sounds like nonsense and chaos to the untrained ear but there is a structure to it. I feel there may be a pattern that we can't comprehend. Some structure to the madness and every once in a while we catch a snippet of a phrase.

I'm not ready to live my life fully based on this assumption. I'm taking truth as it comes and keeping an open mind while getting the shit done that I need to on this plane.

Anyways, digging led me to this place and it seems all but abandoned but I figured I'll throw my story out into the night and see what emerged.

It's all Yes.


r/ConnectTheOthers • • Jun 18 '14

I just discovered this subreddit. If you're reading this I wish you'd come back.

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Months without activity and I just discovered it. I wish I could see more.


r/ConnectTheOthers • • Feb 17 '14

"To Believe or Not to Believe" - a skeptical stance on psychedelic encounters with discarnate entities (x-post from r/RationalPsychonaut)

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r/ConnectTheOthers • • Jan 04 '14

Emergence of Gaia Conciousness

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If conciousness is a natural phenomenon caused by connecting neurons in the brain, will a higher order conciousness emerge when sufficient level of connectivity has been achieved between people?


r/ConnectTheOthers • • Dec 23 '13

Empathy Vs Sympathy, why you should empathize.

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r/ConnectTheOthers • • Dec 22 '13

The Waking Life - amazing quotes.

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r/ConnectTheOthers • • Dec 21 '13

Videos (YouTube?) that explain or discuss some of this? For semi beginner

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I'm not a user of drugs, but had an experience as if I was. I'm forced changed, and I'm always diving into myself to find Truth. Now, Ive found all of you - yay! But would like something to watch to help me understand. I have questions, but im not sure what they even are. I'm overwhelmed by my experiences and seeking for sense and order. Any links or Documentaries etc much appreciated. Oh! Or a video of someone tripping and philosophizing!