Hi,
I have made some posts on my bloating in the past, so if anyone wants more detail on what I have tried etc, please check my old posts. This is a follow on from those.
So after dealing with physical bloating for years (7+), and GP saying it is IBS, i finally decided to go private to get more detailed testing. I saw a consultant Dr and was booked an MRI which was a good start. But that has come back completely healthy. I should be happy but I honestly just want something to be found wrong at this point so I know it's not in my head. But now i am wondering if it is, and if i should start to accept this is my body? :(
I am very insecure daily, and hide my stomach. I can't wear things I want sometimes as i'm afraid of people seeing and judging me, and i'm also more upset now as i have a bf and i really dont want to be dealing with a bloated belly. He's very non-judgmental and loving so its not that hes being cruel, but that i cant feel confident around him because i hate my appearance.
My main symptom is the lower abdomen physical bloating that has no known trigger. No specific food triggers it. I wake up very bloated and it remains bloated throughout the day. It is very rare that i see my flat stomach. I haven't ever experienced the classic 'morning belly'.
I know bloating itself is normal, but is being physically bloated everyday normal? As i see so many girls in tight tops/crop tops and they have flat stomachs all day. I've observed this from friends who i've been with all day, and it makes me upset as i can never experience that :(
I am NOT chronically bloated- if i take a picture it doesnt look bad at all, but it doesnt mean its not real for me or that i should ignore it, right? Its obvious enough to me that i hide my stomach all day and feel self-conscious 24/7.
I am going to get an endoscopy, but honestly im feeling hopeless now. do i just give up? what else can i even do atp???